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Sunday, 06 April 2008

  • Gulf Tour

    I am currently visiting various countries in the Persian gulf area.  This week I am helping with a VBS from the promotion, to training of volunteers, to teaching the children.  Thank you for anytime that you can give to talk to my Father and asking for His assistance would be very much appreciated.
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Sunday, 23 January 2005

  • "God gives back if you give too much!"> Well, let me start a little farther back.  On Tuesday, we had our staff meeting.  The Olson's bought me lunch that day and then gave me $4 dollars and told me to go buy some breakfast (because I didn't have the money to buy eggs or anything).  Well I didn't.  I decided to eat my canned fruit for breakfast.  Then I found a couple of Sacagawea dollars one day so I went across the street to buy some donuts (and kept the two extra quarters for laundry).  Then this morning I still had that $4 so I gave it all in the offering.  It isn't often that I have money to give so when I do I have to give it all (the old lady with the two mites in scriptures inspires me, I am not nearly as bad off as she - so I am still working at getting to her level).  Well before I got to church this morning, it took me 45 min to shovel my car out of the snow.  I don't own a snow shovel or any snow equipment (it is a bad thing to be in Chicago without an ice scrapper).  So I used a pizza pan that I have.  It is now rusting and bent bad.  So I am driving to church feeling bad for all of the other people trying to get their cars out of the snow but what could I do.  My pizza pan is almost a goner.  Well after church my chance to help someone came .  I got back home and accidentally parked the car on the curb b/c I couldn't see it.  I was parked right in front of a woman who was trying to scrap off her car and really having troubles.  Well I wasn't sure what to do.  So I went inside and grabbed some mail that I wanted to put in the mail drop.  I went down the street and dropped off my mail and came back and she was still there.  Then it hit me, even though I don't have any equipment she does and I would be able to do a lot better job without hurting myself than she could.  So I went up to her and offered my services.  I could barely understand her b/c she had the old wavering voice with a thick polish accent.  But she was very grateful, handed me her shovel, and asked how much money I wanted.  I said that I didn't want any money and that if she needed to give me something, I would like to borrow her shovel to shovel the snow out from under my car.  She said sure and left for a little bit.  She came back and told me that it looked good and I didn't need to do anymore b/c she could get in her car now.  She then handed me $5.  While I was shoveling out my car, I thought back to one of the speakers at Moody's Founder's week where the he quoted his grandma.  She said this about giving to God, "Just keep giving, if you give too much He will give it back.”  And here God gave me $5 for the $4 I gave to him.  Wow, Praise God to whom all blessings flow!  Hmmm...  Now I just need to turn it into quarters so I can do the laundry.

    "Our Father continues to provide abundantly" Well God's provisions don't stop there.  A week and half ago was the beginning or a large financial collapse in my life.  First, I bought some tickets to go to Seattle at the end of February, which I had the money for at the time.  But then the tickets cost about $40 more than I had originally planned on.  So I was that much short for February's rent.  Of which I had already turned in the check for because I had the money early.  So I looked online and the check hadn't been cashed so all was good because I was being paid on the 15th and I can put the money in the bank right away and everything should clear ok.  Well the 15th came and there was no check.  Apparently, the info had been given to the bookkeeper late.  Then she had some problems and she didn't give the info to the treasurer in time so he never mailed the checks.  I then quickly called my landlady to see if she still had the check and to hold it.  Praise the Lord she was going to wait until the first to deposit it.  Then Mr. Olson told me that only my parents had made a donation for this pay period which I know would be just enough to cover that $40 deficit but nothing else.  So while I am waiting for this non-existent check to come in I noticed my bank balance had $115 drop and I freaked out.  It turns out the CLEP tests that I took at the beginning of December just went through.  On top of that I had completely miscalculated or better said didn't calculate the price of those tests to subtract from my bank account.  I had only subtracted the administration fee and not the fee for the actual test.  So then, I knew that I was going to be in a lot of trouble b/c I only had a $123 to pay for rent.  So somewhere, I need $220 and I am only being paid like $50.  So I thought I was going to have to cancel my plan tickets and I would still only have $10 for gas/groceries/laundry.  While I was at an intern meeting on Wednesday I talked to the treasurer on the phone and he wrote down my address so he would send my check to me (he still didn't have my address after I have been living here for 5 months).  Then he said he would send the check that afternoon.  He didn't.  He handed it to Mr. Olson Thursday night who I saw tonight so now I can cash the check.  Well I got home, I opened it, and it is enough to cover my rent with $35 to spare which is just enough for gas/groceries and I got that $5 from the old woman to pay for the laundry!  I don't even know how to thank God for taking care of my needs.  Here I am freaking out, which I do almost every month and yet God is just like chill I have it.  Yet I still haven't learned to chill yet.

    Now that all of the necessaries are taken care of, we need to pray that God will provide for my schooling.  I need $70 for my sociology class, $100 for my registration back into Moody, and like $500 for a correspondence/online/or summer school class. 

    Another praise.  I have finally got my life disciplined.  I have figured out what I need to do for my internship (for the most part) and I have figured out this whole day planner thing, which I am sticking to like white on rice.  Now I still feel overwhelmed with work but at least I know where I am going and I can look back over a day and say I have actually accomplished something. 

    Wow, this has been a good week; I think it is just missing one thing. 

    "God even protects me in the car" I also just got back from a children's class that we taught at the Chinese church in China town.  The Olson’s did the teaching so Jessica (a friend that I brought with me) and I didn't have to prepare anything but were just helpers.  This was good b/c I don’t think I would have been able to prepare for another lesson.  Tomorrow I am teaching TCE 2 for the first time - pray for me.  So that was cool because several of the kids that Jessica and I knew from the other Chinese conferences that we have taught at.  And we didn't get lost too much getting there either.  Both of us really only knew how to get there from the L but we were driving this time and Jessica is terrible with directions.  I handed her my computer but we figured it out without it since she didn't really know what was going on.  Actually, we only got lost on the way back and I had to pull the infamous move from going from the Greek town exit on the left side of the road to Ohio Street on the right side with only 1/4 mile to get across five lanes of Chicago interstate traffic.  I did that once before and it was nuts.  There was a huge gap in traffic this time, yay!  But on our little scenic route, we went through Greek town (from china to Greece cool).  Jessica had never been there so she was looking for the Dancing something (from "My big fat Greek wedding" but I don’t know if it is a real place).  Actually, the reason we ended up in Greek town was because after we got on the interstate from China town we had to get across about four lanes of traffic immediately or else you end up going off on the wrong interstate.  I wasn't familiar with that exit so I didn't know I had to get over so soon.

Monday, 17 January 2005

  • (This is a post from livejournal.com...I figured I should start putting them here too - thanks kai).

     

    The last one week and two days….

     

    Well on the 8th, the Olson’s went to Milwaukee and praise God we have a place to meet for CYIA for next year.  Now we just need to work out the logistics because the new place is more expensive.

     

    On the 9th, I went to a new church.  This is actually, what I wrote Celessa in an e-mail to her but I figured I would copy and paste it here, with some grammar modification, to save time.

     

    Well I finally made it to that Presbyterian Church that I told you I had found on the internet, today.  I was late though.  I went the wrong way and then when I was turned around because there was an accident with emergency vehicles all over the road.  Then I couldn’t find parking.  The site mentioned that there was free parking in lot J (the church meets in a chapel of a university) but I couldn’t find lot J.  I eventually parked in a pile of snow in an area that I didn’t have a permit.  But nothing happened so that was good.  As I was walking up, I heard them singing a song so I wasn’t going to be walking in the sermon, so that was good.  And since they were standing when I came in, I wasn’t noticed as much so I didn’t feel so bad.  It was a little different than I am used to but it was good.  It definitely pulled from its liturgical roots for we read aloud certain writings and prayers but I have wanted to go to a church like that for a long time.  Well I have gone to another Pres. Church that was even more liturgical, actually, it was completely liturgical, but the female pastor was promoting homosexuality from the 10 commandments.  I was actually only there for a class project.

     

    One thing I love about going to church in Chicago vs. my church in Warrenton (though I do love that church) is that I am usually a minority as a white guy.  I love seeing the mix of cultures.  Well maybe not so much a mix, this church was mostly Chinese and my other church in Chicago was all Hispanic, but I do get to see different people worshipping God nonetheless, which I am always blessed by that.  The sermon was very good too.  Which I had suspected it would be b/c I had listened to him on the internet when I was checking out the church.  The thing that disappointed me a bit was that no one said hi to me except for the guy who gave me the book for the order of worship (which was cool, I am only used to a bulletin) when I came in.  After the service, I stood up and kind of looked around a bit, one girl smiled at me nearby so I said hi but she didn’t say anything back.  Then I strolled out and everyone just kind of stayed there.  Then I looked at the table they had in the back with all kinds of pics and a list of their ministries.  Then I looked back in the chapel and everyone was still just standing in there talking to each other so I thought maybe I am leaving prematurely.  But since no one stopped me, I just put my coat on and left.  They have weekly Bible Studies throughout the week so I am going to try to go to one of those and maybe I will be able to become more connected.

     

    Well I made it to one of the Bible studies on Wednesday.  It was good.  I was encouraged not to be at something where they just all sat around asking how this passage makes you feel.  We spent most of the time finding out what the text actually said and meant and by doing that application becomes so apparent that it just flows from the text.  Then at the end, we did work through some application on how to be challenged even this week.  All of the small groups apparently are working through the book of John.  We were at the beginning of John going through the healing of the paralytic next to the water.  It was also great to see the insight some of these people had.  It is always a challenge for me to work with young adult Christians.  Because I except kids to make funny comments but it kind of throws me for a loop when adults make the same comments.  However, all the people there were thinkers.  Another couple was at the Bible study for the first time too.  And they were just recently saved.  The man was saved through the reading of theology books.  That is so cool.  Then afterwards we sat around talking and eating.  I talked with one couple for that whole time.  They are very involved in different ministries and they were actually excited about looking at CEF and doing some volunteer work.  Though I haven’t been able to contact them yet hopefully, something will come to fruition there.  We also just talked about all kinds of things.  They even invited me to come to their house sometime to play games and talk about theology.  They just live down the street from me.  They also asked me about raising kids.  They want to have a kid or adopt one if they are unable or maybe even both.  So they were asking what I thought about public school and dating, etc.  That was cool.  I have only had one other adult come to me and ask me if their child should go into the public school.  I said yes and boy that was a mistake.  That girl was definitely not ready for the world, WOW!  I thought she needed some social interaction but what she needed was to get straight with God first and still does, hmmm….

     

    Well I was planning on going to one of the groups on Thursday but I didn’t wake up until 2 pm so that kind of messed up my day.  I went to bed on Wed night at 12 just soon after, I got back from that bible study.  However, my roommate called me at 2 from a friend’s house.  He figured I would be awake, which I usually am.  He had a computer question, which I couldn’t help him since he didn’t even know where the start menu was.  Wow there is only one other person I have met that knows as little about computers as he does and that is my grandma.  The strange thing is that he uses his computer all the time to work on writing his book and download illegal music.  Until I put spyware software on his computer and it read kazaa as spyware, ooops hehe.  I think he took it off though.  Well I believe a friend has set up everything on his computer because he needed help plugging in his comp when he moved in.

     

    Oh yeah back to his call.  So I ended staying up until 6 am.  Well that wasn’t helpful.  I think I had my alarm clock set for 8 but I turned it off in my sleep.

     

    Well Friday the 14th was busy.  I woke up for PCM Orientation to get all of our Moody GNC teachers back on track of what they are doing.  Chicago has this weird magnet for guys.  Everywhere I have been in the world of CEF is always filled with women, usually single woman.  If there is a guy, he is a married guy.  So it is usually me and the ladies.  However, I come to Chicago and ¾ of our paid staff is male.  Now most of our volunteer teachers in the city are woman.  However, at moody most of our PCMers are guys.  It is so strange.  At the beginning of the year one guy was like, “What I have to work with kids!?”  Then I said not just any kids your club will probably be mostly preschoolers.  He was ready to get out right then.  He tried but the PCM dept. wouldn’t let him go.  So he stuck around and now he loves it.  Though I don’t think, he will try it again (and he does graduate in May so he definitely won’t be with us after this semester).  Well that is the general attitude of most guys towards children’s ministry.  They think it is woman’s work.  However, the weird thing is that we lost 3 girls and 1 guy this last semester and they will be replaced with 2 guys.  So I think our male/female ratio is at least like 70/30.  It is amazing!  It really does bless my heart to know all these guys are out there showing these kids a godly male role.

     

    After PCM we were supposed to go find Eloise, one our hosts from Cabrini-Green.  However, I am an idiot and studied for the wrong lesson for GNC that afternoon.  However, neither Jonathan nor I had the right lesson plan on us.  So we had to try to track that down.  Well he had a couple of leads so while he did that I went up to go get a transcript transfer.  Well we didn’t find anyone so we decided to stop by the Olson’s on the way and then get to club early and study there.  If any CEF person is reading this, please forgive me and don’t ever study that soon before you teach.  Well originally we weren’t going to have a lot time so we were going to drop off our cars at the club then go to the Olson’s and then Jonathan was going to study in the car on the way there because he can wing better than I can.  The crazy thing is that I had like 2 wks to get that lesson down.  I was supposed to teach it the week before.  However, I had locked into my brain the wrong time so I showed up after everyone was gone.

     

    Well after we decided what we were going to do we left Moody and went to Eloise worked.  She worked at the Starbucks in the Northwest Hospital, which is a huge hospital.  So it took us awhile to find her but we finally did and she freaked out because she was so excited that we visited her.  This lady has such a messed up life.  But we keep praying for her and she keeps growing.  Praise the Lord she is now suppose to move out of Cabrini-Green, for real this time (she has been talking about it for a long time).  She just recently got this job at Starbucks after looking for about 2-3 yrs and they are going to transfer her to her new neighborhood so that is really good.

     

    Then when that was over, we did the whole GNC study plan, crazy.

     

    Well God is always faithful and promises that when His word goes out it will not return void without accomplishing what it was set out to do.  So 3 kids came back for counseling.  3 assurances and 1 salvation.  The kids brought up a great illustration too.  I said about even the best person you can think of has sinned and deserves punishment in hell.  There is nothing you can do to fix the sin problem.  Well there was a big mural of Dr. MLK jr. behind me so one kid said even him.  And I said even him.  The only way he could have his sins forgiven was if he obeyed this verse so I took them right back to Jn. 1:12 where we were at.  That really shook them up because they thought that a great civil rights leader like him should just automatically be a saint.  One kid said that maybe God should have like a deal where if you do 1 to 50 sins you aren't too bad.  But after that whole illustration, they didn’t have any doubts on what was needed to be saved.  The one girl’s name that was saved was Brandy if you could pray for her.  Thanks.

     

    Well I got back home that night I was really tired and had work to do to finish getting ready for Saturday’s workshop.  So I didn’t end up going to one for the Friday bible studies either.

     

    Well I was sort of working away some friends from school came over (it is always good to see them).  And they used one of my free blockbuster coupons and got the Village.  Pretty cool movie.  Though as I was watching it I worked on my notes.  Then after they left, I kept working on my notes until 2 am.  I was kind of freaking about that class because it was much different from anything else I have taught.  I also took a break at some point and bought plane tickets to Seattle.  That turned into an extended break as I tried to make sure I was doing everything right and I got the best deal and didn’t get charged for something that I didn’t want.

     

    Saturday’s training shop was much better than I thought it would be.  Though now that I think about it I pretty much left out about half of the stuff I wrote down in my notes.

     

    On Saturday my old roommate, Bubba, was in town so he took me out to eat.  He actually has to be in Chicago a lot for the next couple of months so it will be good to see him more often again.

     

    Well then, there is today or actually Sunday.  I went to bed at 10 on Sat. so I would have plenty of time to sleep for church and be able to get up on time.  But for some reason I remember my alarm clock going off and asking myself, "Why is this going off?" and then turned it off.  I then proceeded to keep sleeping.  I then slept over 12 hrs total.  I am so ashamed of myself.  Well when I did finally get up I spent the day writing and I am still here writing away.

     

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